And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul - Christina Perri
This is just it. Feelings are changing. Acceptance is taking place. Hearts are healing...but maybe only to be broken again. The hurt you've caused will, eventually, fade into a gray memory, but for now it remains. And today, it's burning. Maybe one day you'll wake up and see the hearts that you've crushed. Then again, maybe not. Maybe everything will be healed by the time you've realized.
You aren't the person I used to know. You had ambition to accomplish. You had dreams of being. And now, it seems they're gone...all for what? Or maybe, that is why. Because you're striving to accomplish something, regardless of who stands in your way. I'm not sure which though. I don't know you anymore. The you I knew was smarter than this. The you I knew appreciated what was given to her. The you I knew had comprehension for the feelings of those who gave her everything. And now it feels as though that person is gone.
Know that I love you. Although, I don't miss you anymore. Not missing you seems to be upsetting me more than actually missing you. How odd.
