I Should Be Working...

...the baby is napping, Isaiah is watching his favorite show, and Jayme is with her Auntie. I have a couple clients left, and I'd love to get them done so I can get paid, but somehow my sanity seems more important. 

I'm making an effort to write more, as to preserve what little sanity I have left. If you've read this blog recently, you know I've been struggling. Struggling more than I'd like to admit. Getting up in the mornings is proving to be difficult. Loving what I do is harder than it should be. I don't like it. And writing helps, so here we are. 

I mentioned in my previous post that we are indeed moving. "Where to?" you ask. 

I do not know. 

Not very smart, eh? I feel just as ridiculous as all this sounds. 

A few weeks ago, I heard Gods very stern yet gentle voice tell me "You are selling your home. You are moving." That's all He gave me. That's all she wrote, folks! 

Jon came home that night, and told me he was praying on the way home from work and God told him the same thing. I got goosebumps, I tell you. We've had some other life changing, somewhat terrifying occurrences over the last few weeks. We'll leave these out of the equation, to uh preserve privacy, I suppose. Anyway...we're selling our house. 

Last night, we got a bit of discouraging news regarding the whole house selling adventure. Yet, I didn't feel discouraged. More curious. Excited about what God will do to lead us where he wants us. 

This morning, this verse was in my e-mail inbox. 

Now, I don't believe in coincidences. Not in the least. 

I got that overwhelming God feeling, and forwarded it to Jon. 

I know that if we don't sell our house, God did that. 

I know that if we do sell our house, God did that.

I know that where ever we are sent, and whatever we are to do, God had that in mind for us. It's part of His grand plan for our lives. All I have to do is have faith in Him and His master scheme for my, for our, life.  

I have faith that regardless of what He tells me to do, He will always always always sustain me. He will provide, protect, and love. Always. 

Jon's job has so many opportunities, and so many curve balls have been thrown our way over the last several years, I'm pretty much just antsy with anticipation.

So, I've buckled my seat belt. I've surrendered my wants. And I'm waiting ever so curiously as to what the next step is. 

As cliche as it may sound, I can't wait to see what God does next!!